Hey K,
How many years has it been? Since primary three, let's see ... Quite a few, right?
I mean, we used to be best friends. We went around during break with our lunch boxes and whacked boys on their heads for fun. When my lunch was some sucky crap, you shared yours with me even though you ate a lot. Like a lot. I remember you crying on the canteen bench because you didn't get enough to eat. Of course I shared my food with you. Duh.
Remember how during assemblies, we used to sing really loudly? We sang so loud that the pianist turned to look at us weirdly and we would start giggling. And then we'd get scolded like hell by the teachers, but they got used to our daily antics soon enough. I mean, come on K, that was wayyyy back in bloody kindergarten. And in primary school, yes, we were the snobby bitches, but remember how much fun we had? Being such evil meanies to the boys and trying to take out those high and mighty idiots who thought they could rule the school in primary two just because their families are so high and mighty?
So what happened to us? You promised me that those high and mighty bitches weren't gonna get in the way. Fine, we fought that day, but dude, we fight practically EVERYDAY. Then why did you want to make sure that fight was going to end the way it did? It was just a little glitch, a little misunderstanding. We were supposed to be used to that. But you know, maybe we weren't.
I remember that whenever we played together, you always liked the lead roles. Like the princess. Which was why I felt so bad when I got the lead role for the school play instead of you. Yeah we fought, but hey, I have loyalty all right? And I knew that you desperately wanted the lead role, hell I even tried to exchange it but they didn't allow it. So I was scared that things between us would get worse, but then you became really nice on the performance day. I thought maybe things were fine between us.
Ha. Right. As if.
You know K, I love you, honestly, but what you did the next day, I can never forgive nor forget. I couldn't believe you would do that, but I always told you that we grew up fast right? Maybe that was what happened. Yeah, I can stand the insult, but I couldn't stand the fact that you freaking lied to me. And that was that. We used to be best friends, and after that, we never talked again.
But I miss my best friend. I came back during December, and I tried to patch things up, though I still believe it wasn't my fault. K, you started all this, not me. And I thought, I hoped that four years of distance might make you rethink your options. But I realised I lost you a long time ago. So if it was my last day on earth, I just want my best friend back.
Still waiting,
S.